Chapter 5 - The Shimmering Window
…..Jake…..let go…..there is nothing to fear……
Empty Space…….I AM
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Empty Space……..I AM Breathing?
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Empty Space…….I AM Understanding!!
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In the darkness, My Voice? Far off? Hearing my voice. My mental faculties are substantially eased…..what just happened?
…...thump…...thum…..I AM Hearing?!!
An emerging tip tattering sound, a type of sound that could be described as twinkling…..Im Okay!! I begin another thought…..Thinking…..
…...thump….thum…….I AM Feeling!!
With this twinkling sound, more emergence of more tingling and tapping upon my limbs…….Silvery Flashes fading in my vision….
…...thump…..thum…...I AM Seeing!!!
Watching through the field of Vision allowing this balancing of thought and feeling while my mind is catching up to the sensory interactions, I realize.
…..thump…..thum…...I AM not falling…..Im Standing!!
The Silver flashes twinkling and feeling with a clouded view, like an invisible screen is reflecting a partial image of myself like a mirror.
…...thump…..thum…..I look forward “thinking” to see the lit doorway, the lit room. I saw the floor? Was I falling at all? Having my thoughts coming back with some ease, yet distracted arrangements of questions. I continue viewing my surroundings. Everywhere I turn and look…..I AM seeing!!!
…...thump…..thum…..I CAN MOVE!!
The silvery flashes and cloudy view are mixing in with the tingling sensations as I began making slow and inquisical steps in place scanning my immediate three hundred sixty degree space.
Like an invisible screen reflecting a partial image of myself, scanning quickly as this visual representation dissolving. How? What?
…...thump…...thum…...Watching the figure dissipate…...where the eyes would be, A burst of white brightness flashing, like a blink? As a last glimpse white moment….the Silvery luminous figure is gone…….
…..thump….thum…...A green ring catches my eyes…..the doorway!! Whats happening?
…..Jake…...let go……you are on your way…..
That voice….Im “feeling” my voice….An inner knowing this time. Words not heard but felt…..My sensing is finding my mind. Catching up!! Another bolt peals through me…...
…..thump…..thum……..CLARITY!!! The shift occurred, a mirrored image dissolving of myself and the fear with it….The energetic twinkling sensations dancing all upon my skin and a filling fluctuating simmering within. My mind at ease, No more questions. Just acceptance. No more Urgency. Just contentness. A warmth. A freedom. An Airyness. A lightness.
I stood in place Breathing In and Breathing out staring into the lit room…...Freely observing.
I watched the spectrum of colored birds hoovering in place. In my periphery a green ring at twelve o’clock, and pulsing swurling Golden Shine at ten o’clock. Directly ahead of me my vision focused on the birds. I could feel them. I could sense them. Conceptualessness…...A balance with thoughts and sensing. I was receiving what I was intellectually interpreting freely, effortlessly. This allowed my physical sensations to harmonize.
…...this…...is the somewhere…….this…...IS where…….
Focusing with harmonization, I began to somehow see each bird’s waving wings in slow motion. Each wing on each side on each bird, Simultaneously, while the Golden Shimmer becoming brighter, filling the edges of the room.
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The Pulsing Light vibrations harmonizing with the energy within my heart through each birds waving wing.
“Books and Steps “A formed Intuitive transfer arrives in my being……”Books and Steps, Choose your Steps…….and Let go”
There I stood, taking the Moment in. Speaking with Birds without a sound. Feeling the thought formed words and cherishing what was happening. It was more profound than I will ever capture in words. EVERY part of My Being completely understood, The Warmth, the waves, the tingling and Golden Shine. The Sight as Sound and Feeling, and Sound as Sight and Feeling….Resonance!!
It is like “seeing” in front of Me….The Feeling….Peace, Acceptance, Content…..and Bliss…….THIS….is where I AM going.
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Stepping forward passing through the threshold I felt under my feet, A surface. It was not a feeling of solid flooring, a softer cushioned feel. Not carpet, carpet has a soft fee in the very brief moment the foot absorbs the carpet strans before compressed to the solid surface underneath. A soft, but not a carpet soft. It was rather unusual.
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My connection with the birds remained my focus. If focus can be a term here. It wasnt like a thought of focus, but focus is suffice. It was like, even though seeing each bird as a bird, My mind registered them as birds. Seeing them as individual birds. All of this registered very easily. But, It was not individual birds, even though they were. They were representations of every bird, and every animal, Every animal Energetically, connected with me.
I moved fully onto this rather unusual surface with contentness and acceptance. Fully Observing...witnessing. I didn't have questions “to see” what I was standing on. I didn't have questions of anything. Without fear, I had no worries. The surface no longer mattered.
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The Golden Shimmer Swurled and I was “here” In acceptance. Being. Free to witness, without questions. Nothing mattered in the sense our minds like “to want” to make things matter.
I took another step forward on a spongy, almost fluidy feel. Like a trampoline and not like a trampoline. There was a resistance, but not an equal resistance returned to be at a certain plane.
…...Books and Steps…...let go……...A Pulse received
Again this arrival of a thought form coming from the hoovering culmination of, Life, registering as Beautiful Birds….With this formed thought, I knew to have another step and then look at what was to my left. I was going to be shown something.
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Another step forward, and this, my sandal slid off, first my leading foot, the left. And as I brought my right foot to meet my left, that sandal slid off as well.
…...Books and Steps…...Let Go!!
The Energy of the Birds, Of All Life…..A Peace like no Other flooded Me
It wasn't about what I was about to look to see. I was being “Shown” It was about what I already understood. The Bliss. And I was being shown something that is understood to the Mind of Man.The sight changes nothing. The Quickening had already occurred. What would “seeing” something possibly compare to “the knowing?” Would your mind know what formlessness looks like? There was nothing I needed to see. I was experiencing IT.
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What I was shown next was what I was meant to see, not in rationalization of what I was experiencing. What I was shown was again, an energetic depiction, of one of the many manipulations, Man, has distorted unto his Fellow Brothers and Sisters. A Distortion of Truth. Embedded IN Fear.
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I was Freely Being…..AS I was Hoovering…….
With the Birds…..
The Energy of All Life…
Just before Entering The Golden Shimmering Window.
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